| | ...I honestly don't know if what i'm doing anymore is right.
I didn't know what to say.I usually had everything sorted out.In the end all I could tell you was I didn't know.I don't know what I want and I didn't know what to do anymore.I blame you for forcing me out that night,I was in no conscious state,but I came anyway,and for that,I blame myself.I see you looking at me,you say you'll be alright.It was the Hug Goodbye,time would tell.I see you,breaking down inside.I,look fine maybe,perhaps,but inside I'm dying.You didn't heed my warning,you didn't want to believe me.I thought I could make it right,but I am messed up,yes complicated maybe.I think too much,true.You knew this,you had me figured out all this while.I sit here still wondering,if ever did I do the right thing?But honestly,I do not know what I want anymore.Maybe one day,I pray,you'd understand why.And now,it's time for me to pick up the pieces,do the right thing,and move on from where I left off.Cheerio. ;)
p.s.Story oh story,i think i've written like 3000 words.
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